around in mind

i have the need to just go to the train station with a city in mind. but it is winter and it gets dark pretty fast.and
i'm also afraid of the feeling alone part as i can't find around someone with the need of discovering.  i love the
bitter sweet taste of being lost, but not alone.

doi

composed look

petals

one day

2. 2

I am at last parting,
you were for a short time my all,
my bitter sweet atraction
but I longed too much for this goodbye
and I am now sending it your way
in lower voice, whispered in thin air
as you are not around, aside to be found.

Be well my friend, my muse,
my bursting truthful brought to silence muse.

state of no goodbye

I find you in the lyrics of my mood

Si mai degraba, ce observ ma ingheata,
Tremur sub durerea cuvintelor
Si-as vrea sa fie de la frig si gheata.

Cu un dor de speranta caut
Si nestingherita, dulce raspuns gasesc.

Si sa adorm cu gandul din nou la tine

E prea de-a doispea noapte;

Ma zvantur, dar sperantele ma ingradesc

Si vreau neincrezatoare, toata.

2 .1

my monday afternoon

3am 2 nov

Sa nu ai spre ce visa
Si peste nopti goale te indrepti
fara un raspuns prea mare
ganditoare te gasesti neganditoare,
inganatoare la tristeti trecatoare.




Si tot ce ti-e in jur e doar tacere
caci iti e clipa de noapte
e totul plan, far' de lumina,
fara de-ntrebare
fara de-o dorinta si plina de nevoie de stare de trecuta intristare

Si as cauta si as visa

Dar nu simt nimic; neintrebare

Si plina de dorinta de intristare ma simt

Caci mi-ar da un sens, o indreptare.

Si trista vad cum in versuri nu te mai chem
Desi plecat, in jur te caut si in mine inca te gasesc.
Dar in dorinta, vad, nu te mai am.
Plecat imi esti din dor, pierdut.

on the way

late evening